Friday, 9 May 2014

Scattered notes 'n' words without title...

*bila si amateur-bermasalah menulis

Read; hear…
Is not enough…
It’s worthless…

Read; hear and engulf, yet…
Isn't enough…
It’s still, worthless…

Read; hear, engulf and do it...
Still, isn't enough…
Still, it’s worthless…

Yet,
What in this world that is still, significant?

In telling the truth to myself,

Read and look.
Hear and listen.
Understand and engulf.
Do it.
Do it and be it although it needs small steps and time.
Let the act to be, continuous.
Istiqamah.
Istiqamah.
Istiqamah.
Though, it’s a small or simple thing… J

Then,
It is worth for Him…
Though not for the others,
Still…
The intention is for Him…
Because it’s Him that we want to please.
Not the others.
Him.
Not the others.
Because He Is the One Who Sees and Knows Everything including our heart, no exception.

Love letter written, 67:13 (Al – Mulk)

“and conceal your words slowly or loudly (is the same to Allah), indeed He knows all, what is hidden inside the heart”

These… are the words of magnificent significant; substantial…

Throw away those old glasses…
Stop staring at our ‘lots-of-credibility’ scenery,
And start wearing a new one…
A first-hand for a better view…
The view for our own weakness; depravities as we are neglecting Him…
We are ignoring Him… act as if He doesn’t see everything…

… but yet in the end, we are just a low-weak slave with high ignorance long or short before
when we come to our lowest point…

love letter written, 29:2 (Al – Ankabut)

“Do the people think that they will be left to say ‘we believe’
and they will not be tested?”

*pang banyak
and by then, by that time we realize that…
He was near, to tell and warn us…
So near that we didn't even realize before…

‘O Allah, we seek for your forgiveness…
You've still listen to our prayers,
No matter how many times…
No matter how many times, we have come to astray from your path,
You are still listening…
Listening to our prayers…

Yet Allah,
You are still there…
Waiting…
And listening to our prayers; wishes where we ask for Your forgiveness…’

Hitherto, O Allah we are only your weak, brittle slave...

“It is You we worship and it is You we ask for help.”

Love letter, 1:5 (Al – Fatihah)

Myriads effort to go, to be a ‘superb slave’ of Allah…
Myriads effort.
It ain't to kill but it ain't all waltz…
Mujahadah.
Because He is always near.
To help and hold us.
Just by our side. :’)
Always for those who fight, truly.
It’s bittersweet.

Kerana rahmat dan syurga Allah itu manis. :')

May Allah ease… and bless…
Here… and hereafter…
*smiling with tears.

Sincerely with love, Assalamualaikum.

Living anonymously,
She-with-no-name

-began, 04052014; 2250
-finale, 09052014; 2340


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